selepas SPM :)

assalamualikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatuh ! :)

hello peeps , dh lama tk nmpk saya bukan ? kalau awak baru nmpk saya minggu lepas , TAHNIAH !
sebab saya dh lama tk keluar rumah . huhu , so andalah orang2 yg baru je jumpa saya . heheh

so well , lot of things happened to me , and SPM has ended about 3 weeks ago .
yeayy ! Amirah Rasyiqah yg dulunya korang panggil kecik ni dh lepas SPM dh pun .
percaya atau tidak ? anda kena percaya ! :D

apa saya buat sepanjang habis SPM ni ? hmmm
1. kemas rumah ? err kadangkadang :)
2. masak ? okay , tu harihari
3. belajar ? hehe not really , but i'm trying to finish a book titled UMAR ABD AZIZ , thanks to Anas Naili Fahmi
4. drive a car ? my mom told me that i'm too small to learn to drive a car =='
5. PLKN ? gahaha , i'm free !
6. visiting SAMTEN again ? done ! but tk ramai org yg boleh dijumpai
7. hang out ? nopee ! forever alone in the house . haha
8. watch tv ? haha , i do a lot !
9. lipat baju ? selaluu !
10. read alquran ? trying to be istiqamah :)

these are 10 small things that i did throughout december

i guess i can never be satisfied with what i've done .
to be truth , i've been wasting my time a lot !
tulahh , hidup tk se-strict dulu when i was in tgb .
time was totally limited , to study , to get busy with a lot of things
tp skrg duduk rumah jaga adik2 , buat kerja2 rumah , tu jea =='

rindu sangatlaa dgn TGB , i regret with what i've said a year ago ,
i can never fall in love with TGB .
but the fact is , i really miss TGB and all of my friends
i miss their laughter , their anger towards me , their trial to bring me down (evnthough it sounds really negative)
i miss tgb's teacher , tgb's rollcall until 3 o'clock in the morning , tgb's surau al-ikhwan , tgb's tayangan, tgb's food , tgb's field , tgb's hall , tgb's classes , tgb's programme that always make students sleep, tgb's mango and rambutan (HAHA)

above all ,
i really miss RAZZMATAZZIANS and BWP's
i really miss those memories with them
i really miss those time that i've shared with them
i really miss my friends who used to hug me , to comfort me when i'm down .
i really miss to be in the class , learn together , being scolded by the teachers , planning to get the boys and the girls unite, get mad at the boys for being childish and singing hindustan's song and they who love to tease me all the time in razzmatazz
i really miss to be in the SEKE , attending a meeting where it'll end up like a family gathering , with a task to finish , with a boss and the other excos working together like brothers and sisters , planning birthday suprises , seeing these people get moody , shedding tears together when something didn't go as planned , stay up until   4 o'clock in the morning to get our work done and pairing each other like they're having a relationships but the truth is they're not .

i miss the way tgb look after me , how tgb protect me , how i am secured with islam and lead a very beautiful life in it .

a journey that brings excitement , taught me most , carve memories , give once in a lifetime experience is only the journey at TGB .

i can never turn back the time , all that's left between me and TGB is memories that i can never ever forget.

when i really miss something , 

mishii