Friday, January 21, 2011

pindah :(

assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatuh !
hye kwnkwn , rknrkn , shbtshbt :)

21 januari 2011 , dh msuk 3 minggu kte semua bersekolah ,
minggu ni la yg pling haru , sedih , tertekan , happy , tktau nk kata apa , cnfuse
semua laa !
ini semua dsebabkn ,

-twrn ke sbp , sambest and mrsm
-pelantikan ALP permata 2011
-perpindhn org yg pling dkt , pling rpt , shbt2 trcintalaaa !


okay , cereka pertama , twrn sbp , sambest , mrsm

sbp , okay , aku minta kisas .
skola tu mmg bgus , facility dia dh tntu2 lebih baik dr smten
tp malangnya aku tk dpt ,
ya Allah , time tu aku agk down skit .
yelaa , mne tknyaa , rmai yg dh dpt ,
dorg smua mcm tk cye aku bole tk dpt memane pun
tp tkpelaa , aku redaa :)
yg aku sedihh , bile shbt2 aku rmai yg nk pndh :(
jgnla tinggalkn aku sorg2 kt smten !


sambest , baru harini dia mklumkn
dhla kt skolaa , tgh2 blok a and b
mmg pljr lain smua tgklaa .
yeaa , memulaa loq bgtau , aku tk cya
skali mmg btol , aku tkla happy sgt ,
tp bile dh ada twrn ni , mulela dilema !
tktau nk pndh ke tknk :(


mrsm , balik rumah .
harini smpai lmbt , huuu , pkcik bas amik lmbt maa
tkpelaa , sbr~ balik2 abh tnggu dpn pintu ruma
abh tnye , apesal lmbt ?
kite pun cite jelaa kn , then bgtau la dpt twrn sambest uh
skali tetibe , dkt meja mkn , mak kluakn satu krts yg tertulis ;

"amirah rasyiqah bt abdul rahim ,
tahniah anda ditawarkan ke MRSM TUN GHAFAR BABA , JASIN"

amek kauu ! kn dh , poof , aku dpt mrsm trbaik malaysia kot !
hadoii , rungsing , bingung , happy , entahlaaa .
brcmpur baur , berbelah bagii .
ptutlaa muke kedua2 ibu bapa trsyg happy smcm menunggu kepulangan ank perempuannya yg sorg nii .
mmg tk cye la aku dpt sni , dhla time pekse maen2
pstu mak dh mula lagak sprti aku akn pegi TGB , mak happy sgt !
suke bile tgk mak happy , tp perasaan sndiri tktau nk pegi mne


hmm , smpai skrg aku masih tktau ape ending utk 2 twrn nii .
seriouslyy , aku tktau hati aku brt kt mne , samten ? sambest ? TGB ?
haihhhh ! =='


cereka kedua , pelantikan ALP permata 2011

alhamdulillah , aku dilantik menjadi PENGARAH URUSAN !
besa tu jwtn tu !
utk org yg kecik mcm mishii ni , hekhek !~ ;)

pengarah pntdbiran , nur azura amir
pengarah kewangan , nur hazirah bt mohd ibrahim
pengarah pengeluaran , muhammad afif imran b. abu talib
pengarah pemasaran , wan azizul hakim b. wan aziz

adoii , mne tk happy , geng2 aku jea yg dlntik :D
tp tetibe mcm nk ckp dgn zira
ziraa , rugi sgt klau kau pindh !
hadoii , apapepun zira ttp kne pindh
byebye zira :(


insyaAllah , aku akn mnjlnkn tugas yg baek selagi mana aku tk pndh
aku pndh ke ? huhu :


cereka ketiga , perpindahan orang pling dkt dn rpt

waaaaa , sdeh sdeh sdehh !
tktau nk kata ape , memula mmgla lpskn dorg jeaa
bia dorg buat kputusn utk dri dorg sndiri
aku tknk pentingkn dri sndiri ,
tp tp , bole tk klau korg semua jgn pindh ?
seriously , rmai gila kot yg dpt twrn , yg akn pindh !
korg tk syg kt smten ke ?
aku nii , ckp org , aku pun sme !
huaaaa ! aku kne lpskn dorg
wlau ape pun yg jd , itu utk mse dpn dorg jugak
i can't be a selfish girl :(


okaylaa , smpai situ saje aku nk berceloteh
aku nk minta tlong sgt dgn korgg ...



doakan aku dpt buat keputusn yg terbaik , dpt buat pilihan yg trbaik utk diri aku sndiri dn msa dpn aku , walaupun mungkin kputusn ni menyebabkn ketidakpuasan hati sesetengah pihak
mmbuatkn ada yg mnanges atau kecewa dgn aku .
ahhh , susa tau tk nk buat kputusn niii !
klau rmai yg dpt twrn tp tk pegi , insyaAllah hati nii akn trus kekal kt samten
hrp2 korg nk laa stay kt samten .
weh korg , jom laa kte stay samten , bnggakn nama samten plak ,
asek nk bnggakn nama skola lain jeaa
biala nama samten naik lg tinggi dr sambest or skola2 cmrlg yg lain
adoii , aku jadi selfish balikk .
alaahh , sorry sorry , aku tkleh buat kputusn yg btol skrg ni
okay dh dh , hrp2 istikharah mlm ni mmberi ptunjuk yg btol dn tepat ! aminnnnn ~
when she's in confusion , please help me :(
amirah rasyiqah abdul rahim







Friday, January 7, 2011

seminggu bersekolah :)

assalamualaikum ya sodiqi wa sodiqatii ;)

how are you ? i can see your face smiling once you read this aite ? haha , i can see it , don't you dare to fool me :D

for this post , i just don't know why , i want to make this as a english language post
just for fun , just to improve my language since i don't really excel in it :)
it's a very long time i didn't get to update and refurnish my blog
i'm so sorry , what cn i do , school started already
and i'm in form 4 ! i still can't believe it . is it true ? tell me !
i tell you , it's true !
i have to learn bio , physics , chemistry and add math now ?
ohh what a suprise , haha , i'm in form 4
of course i do have this elective subject .
work hard , strive for spm okay ? still can't believe i'll face spm next year :0
hoii , straighten up your mind ! open your soul , mishii , please realize that you're facing a serious exam ahead . bear in mind mishii bear in mind !

okay okay , stop advising yourself infront of others , diam diam suda :)

well , for the first week in school , it's a so-so experience
waaa ! i'm in 4 muslim .
it's all because my birthday is on 16 september
teacher arrange our name using our birthdate .
but sokaylaa , aku redaa ;)
evnthough i didn't get a chnce to be in 4 bukhari , but i hve lima in the same class
for the first time in 4 years , we are together in a same class ! gila kn ?
haha , you know it already , when we are together , we are very loud :D
ahh , forgot , i seek forgiveness from all 4 muslim's mmber as we disturb you all with our laughter and maybe our voices make you all feel totally annoyed .
please , forgive us okay ? we've been in the same class for a week , and we have a year to go through together . so , tk pyhla gado gado kn ? :)

lagi lagi , hmm , our teachers are very nice , very kind , very sporting and there maybe one or two who like to be serious , maybe it's their style to teach us like that kn , can't blame them la for sure :)

haa , i'm the AJK for elective subject . haha , never heard of that position before :)
well again , i don't care ! as long as i'm happy !

and this is the best , yeahh , majority of 3 bukharians last year still stay in 4 bukhari this year
so , this is their respond when they know that we're not in the same class anymore ..
' waaaa , why oh why oh why ! knape dh tk sme kls dgn korg ? rndula mcm ni ! '
' suara korg yg slalu bising dlm kelas 3 bukhari dlu dh terngiangngiang dlm kepala ni '
' kenapelaa kite dh tk sme kelas taon ni ? '
' miraaa , rindu korg ! tk best la korg tkde :( '
' cptla buat rombakan kls , hrp2 kte dpt sme kelas balik ! '
well , those are parts of what they respond to us when they know , seriously , they really appreciated us , don't they ? :)
that's why i really want to study in 4 bukhari too !
seriously , i'm sorry to tell you this but i can't stand studying in 4 muslim !
it's just that , we're not the same , we're very loud and you don't like it
we're very hyper and you all really annoyed with it .
so how can we adapt in this new situation ?
we just don't feel right , because it's not our class
it's not our life to stay quiet in the class .
we're so sorry :(

okay laa , thats all for now , i can tell you that i'm not very satisfied but i'm learning to not hurt others feelings .

well then , for now , i'm going to chill out and relax
maybe Allah has a big plan for us . stay cool and have faith :)

soon we'll know the result ,
whether i'm staying or not ,
whether i get to exchange class or not ,
whether i'll be happy in 4 muslim or not ,
or whether i'll change to account stream , but na'uzubillah , hopefully i don't :)

okayy , till we see again , assalamualaikum :)

Sunday, January 2, 2011

new year , new hope , new ME :)

assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatuh !
salam prkenalan , salam muhibbah , salam satu malaysia :D
*heh , mcm bca berita plak aku ni kn

hmmm , post harini sng dn mudah , ringkas dn padat !
memandangkan dh lame tk update blog yg trcinta ni .
dh lame tk menghias blog yg brsarang dn berhabuk ni
maka harini , sy mengisytiharkn ,
sy akn mmbuat beberapa perubahan kepada diri sy dn juga blog ini :)

akn tetapi , haha , ada tetapi ey ;)
perlulah diingtkn bhwasanya , blog ini akn dihias secara lmbt!
which means , bukn dlm masa trdekat .
almaklumlah , harini sudah terang lagi bersuluh ,
1 haribulan 1 tahun 2011 , mishii meningkat usia , mnjadi upper form
form 4 la wehh ! tk tau ke ? :D
huu , masih tidak ku prcaya ! ngahahaa :)

okayla , azam baru mishii ;

1. nk lebih dkt dgn Allah the only One :)
2. nk blaja sungguh2 memandangkn dh smpai ke thp yg mnntukn karier dn prjlnn hidup (cewahh!)
3. sntiasa fokus dlm kelas , tk mau borak pnjg2 mcm dlu dh , tp klau ikut nfsu , NAK ! :D
4. nk mak abah sntiasa happy and proud to see their first and foremost daughter ni berjaya !
5. kwn2 sntiase keep in touch wlaupun nnti msti ade yg pndh , yelaa , dh msuk frm 4 msti ade yg nk tuka skola kn ? huhu ;(

hmm , itulah azam trbesar mishii taon ni . byk lagi senanye , tp sbb dh kate post ringkas kn ;)

well , thts it ! smpai sini saja laa mishii berceloteh , satu pesanan utk ppl out there ;

*korgkorg yg diluar sana , klau mishii ni ade trkasar bhase ke , trover acting ke , trbuat korg jd menyampah kt dia ke , trbuat korg sakit hati ke , harap dimaafknla yea ? mishii pun manusia , mishii tk smpurna . mishii pun slalu buat silap dgn korg . kdg2 kite tk sdr , kte trlupa bile kte buat org mrh , org menyampah , org sakit hati dgn kte . jd awl2 mishii nk ckp , mishii minta maaf sgt2 ! hopefully year 2011 will be much much better than 2010 . 95 community , kte terbaik kot ! tnjukkn kt smua org kt luar sne , yg taon 2011 and 2012 , kte bkl pecahkn rekod sma dn spm terbaik ! jadikn taon 2011 lebih baik dr sebelumnya , jgn ulang kesilapan yg sma . syg korg la ! :D


harap korg dh tk mrhkn mishii lg lps ni , let bygones be bygones :) tng skit hati nk blaja klau korg smua dh maafkn mishii kn ;)
okay then , semoga kte brjumpa lagi ,

assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatuh ;)